I've experienced huge amounts of frustration with my own blog writing recently. Posting here is a delightful way to share what I'm thinking and learning about, and it is a great way for me to see and track my own growth over the years.
However, what I learn and think most about is barely showing up in my writing here - developmental attachment and our growth to our full human potential. In pondering my frustration with myself, I've been watching what drives my writing and posts here. It turns out, I spend huge amounts of time elsewhere writing about what I know and am learning via the Neufeld paradigm. I think this means when I come here, I've essentually used up that part of my brain - I'm out of gas. The blog becomes a place to share all the other fun stuff in my day.
Knowing this hasn't given me any answers - I can't really stop writing there to write here, and I can't push myself to do more when I'm used up. It does have me thinking about my frustrations in a different light. I'm still in the process of seeing how I spend my time and energy, and I'm sure I'll come up with a solution that delights me - at some point.
In the meantime, thanks so much for sharing in my adventures.
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